Do you get these sort of 'violent urges'?Its really hard to explain and I'm not sure if its just unique to me. It happens when I witness something nice a girly. For instance, reading a manga about cute girls doing cute things, I will begin thinking of firing a big anti-tank rifle, a rifle so big it would knock me over from the recoil and jump out of my hands.I don't want to kill anyone. I do have fantasies of being a brave marksman in WW2 though. I think world war two weapons are awfully cool. In the future I wish to buy a light rifle to practice sharpshooting with.I think I may be suppressing my loneliness or desire to be inside that world of cuteness with violence. I might be seeing something cute and trying to steer myself away from it by false bravado and manliness. I am not certain though.Do you guys experience anything similar?
Do you get these sort of 'violent urges'?
Its really hard to explain and I'm not sure if its just unique to me. It happens when I witness something nice a girly. For instance, reading a manga about cute girls doing cute things, I will begin thinking of firing a big anti-tank rifle, a rifle so big it would knock me over from the recoil and jump out of my hands.
I don't want to kill anyone. I do have fantasies of being a brave marksman in WW2 though. I think world war two weapons are awfully cool. In the future I wish to buy a light rifle to practice sharpshooting with.
I think I may be suppressing my loneliness or desire to be inside that world of cuteness with violence. I might be seeing something cute and trying to steer myself away from it by false bravado and manliness. I am not certain though.
Do you guys experience anything similar?