I've realized (for a while now, actually) that life is pointless - to be lived merely for the pleasure and satisfaction of living itself. Perhaps, mix in "avoiding suffering."
So, now, I have a few questions.
-Why do people bother going to school/work/etc.?
-Why do people do the things they do?
-Why should I bother with staying alive?
-What should you and people in general bother with staying alive?
Is it merely because to die takes an extraordinary amount of pain and suffering before it naturally occurs (starvation, freezing, bleeding, etc.)? Or perhaps courage, to throw oneself over any sort of precipice or to pull the trigger of a gun whose barrel points at once head?
As background for my questions, I've been letting my grades slip down to 60s and 70s (from high 80s and 90s), playing video games (all day long) but not actually enjoying them (bad sign), and apparently, I've been told I need to be taken to the ER at a hospital.
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